recoveringfromptsd
Diamond Member
A week or so ago I overheard a conversation about some abuse someone observed at a camp. Since my EHS abuse also involved 2 camps they had, this was very triggering. I have not been able to get the thoughts from it out of my head. It's driven me to the point that the only way I think I can put that stuff behind me (it was my worse abuse) is to get some form of accountability even if the stress puts me in the hospital as its the only way I can move past it. I have even had some passive SI trying to cope with it.