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Ive had a flashback and its made me think about alot of things in my childhood. This isvery embaressing for me.
Please dont read if you are easily triggered.
In my flashback I was 9 years old. My mum was going out with my aunties for a bingo night and my uncle was to baby sit my brothers, cousin and I as my dad was working late/early shifts that day. I was the oldest with my brother being 2 years old, along with my cousin. It was a school night so we had to be in bed by 9:30.
The next morning i woke up feeling a little achy, got ready and went to school. When i returned my mother asked me if i had gotten my period. I answered no because i hadnt noticed any blood. Aparently my bed sheet was covered in blood but i hadnt noticed when i woke up as my pjs were not covered in blood.
I didnt get a period until more or less a year and a half later.
My uncle has sexually abused me from a young age till I was 15. I cant remember when it started as I have suppressed most of my childhood memories.
My question here is that is it possible I had gotten my period that night? Can a period only last a few hours and not show any signs of coming back until a year and ahalf later? Or could this have been caused by my uncle? Ive never known how I lost my virginity and fear that this is how it happened :(
This memory is haunting me so much and I could really do with help and opinions as I am very cconfused right now. What do you think it is?
Please dont read if you are easily triggered.
In my flashback I was 9 years old. My mum was going out with my aunties for a bingo night and my uncle was to baby sit my brothers, cousin and I as my dad was working late/early shifts that day. I was the oldest with my brother being 2 years old, along with my cousin. It was a school night so we had to be in bed by 9:30.
The next morning i woke up feeling a little achy, got ready and went to school. When i returned my mother asked me if i had gotten my period. I answered no because i hadnt noticed any blood. Aparently my bed sheet was covered in blood but i hadnt noticed when i woke up as my pjs were not covered in blood.
I didnt get a period until more or less a year and a half later.
My uncle has sexually abused me from a young age till I was 15. I cant remember when it started as I have suppressed most of my childhood memories.
My question here is that is it possible I had gotten my period that night? Can a period only last a few hours and not show any signs of coming back until a year and ahalf later? Or could this have been caused by my uncle? Ive never known how I lost my virginity and fear that this is how it happened :(
This memory is haunting me so much and I could really do with help and opinions as I am very cconfused right now. What do you think it is?