Moonshadow;
I've had Fibro for 17 years. My first flare up was after not sleeping for several years......just like you, the PTSD, but I was undiagnosed at the time. I just kept plugging away.........working, no sleep, triggered constantly............hard, unbearably hard. Stress is bad.
Then, one night I noticed I had fever. Went to bed (ha ha) and woke up with my body entirely seized up. Yes, it is definately all the horrible emotional pain all tied up in my body.......then throw in no sleep, unbearable stress and you are bound to break down. I broke down. It was like I had so much adrenaline in my system.........I had turned hard as a rock, every muscle seized.........achy, sore, unable to even walk really. For years and years, still now it gets bad, but I can cope with it a bit more.
My immediate advice to you..........SLEEP! Do anything you can to start sleeping. I was living with men who triggered me, so no sleep for sure. They put me on every sleeping aid, tranquilizer, etc and nothing would knock me out........but, then again, I was sleeping next to a trigger.
SLEEP........please, get the Docs to give you stuff. Sleep is the most important thing on the planet. Please, sleep. I've been suffering physically and emotionally for decades now........so much suffering I really don't know to this day if I truly want to attempt to keep going .........but I keep on keeping on.
Please, sleep.........
I've had Fibro for 17 years. My first flare up was after not sleeping for several years......just like you, the PTSD, but I was undiagnosed at the time. I just kept plugging away.........working, no sleep, triggered constantly............hard, unbearably hard. Stress is bad.
Then, one night I noticed I had fever. Went to bed (ha ha) and woke up with my body entirely seized up. Yes, it is definately all the horrible emotional pain all tied up in my body.......then throw in no sleep, unbearable stress and you are bound to break down. I broke down. It was like I had so much adrenaline in my system.........I had turned hard as a rock, every muscle seized.........achy, sore, unable to even walk really. For years and years, still now it gets bad, but I can cope with it a bit more.
My immediate advice to you..........SLEEP! Do anything you can to start sleeping. I was living with men who triggered me, so no sleep for sure. They put me on every sleeping aid, tranquilizer, etc and nothing would knock me out........but, then again, I was sleeping next to a trigger.
SLEEP........please, get the Docs to give you stuff. Sleep is the most important thing on the planet. Please, sleep. I've been suffering physically and emotionally for decades now........so much suffering I really don't know to this day if I truly want to attempt to keep going .........but I keep on keeping on.
Please, sleep.........