Sufferer Ptsd, Anxiety, Depression, Insomnia, Chronic Pain

[Truthful_Whispers]

Hello & welcome. If you can put up with my oddball posts, you will do just fine. ;)

 

[intothelight]

Welcome to the forum!

I hope you find the information and support here beneficial.

 

[Theresa1122]

I'm sure I'll be fine, Whispering_Truth. I blend well with oddballs - LOL, :-)

 

[Changing4Best]

I am so sorry you have suffered so. I know of two other instances where something similar happened, but both of the wives died. You are lucky to be alive. It is quite common for the family of the murderer to blame the spouse too. Don't buy it. Next year, don't read that paper. And as to that family of his, somewhere back there is someone in your husband's background that made him to be the man that did to that you. He may well have been doing some kind of drugs or drinking too. My best friend's ex-husband killed her baby when he was under the influence of drugs. He didn't even know what he'd done until the trail when she described it all to the jury. He is serving a life sentence with no chance of parole. He had attacked her that night too, and she had bruises to show for it. She saved herself, but the poor baby didn't survive. It is so sad. She suffers from PTSD too, of course.

 

[Theresa1122]

I am so sorry you have suffered so. I know of two other instances where something similar happened,...

Of course your friend suffers, losing her child. Oh my goodness - that's just terrible. I know my late husband's family is just in denial. It's hard to admit that your family member did such a thing. Sometimes I get so angry because he took his own life and isn't here to have to face what he did. I wish I would have been able to go to court and I wish I could go to the prison just to yell at him sometimes. Yes, there was drinking and drugs involved in my situation too. He was supposed to be on anti-depressants, but stopped taking them (which I didn't know until autopsy results came back), he also was taking Vicodin and oxycotin and his blood alcohol level at autopsy was .25%. Nobody can do that to their body and be sane. His big blue eyes were completely black when I came home from work that night. I immediately knew something was wrong, but didn't know what or how bad it was until he got his shotgun and started chasing me around the house with it. I'm very lucky to have survived that night. Of course there are bad days when I wished I hadn't, but overall I am glad I'm still here. Thank you so much for your kind words! It helps a lot to know there are others out there who truly understand. :-)

 

[oasis2003]

Hi
Welcome .
Sorry for your traumas.
I hope this site helps and supports you in many ways

 

[ghotiff]

Welcome :)

 

[Theresa1122]

Thank you all for your warm welcome! :-)

 

[Charlotte Jones]

My story is very similar to yours except my inlaws love and do not blam me, however they aren't in my life and it's an added loss. There are so much grief with all the loss for me. I hope I can help you. I came on this site put of ring totally alone in my head overy it and when you said it came out nowhere...he didn't have violent histroy and you love him, it floored me. I was sure I was alone. Hope we can chat. You are loved and not alone !

 

[Charlotte Jones]

Your posts are so incredibly helpful to me. Everyone I read about what happened to you mirrors what happen to me. Down to the big blue eyes being dark. Thank you for being open on this site....your incredible!

 

[Deleted member 29920]

:hug: @Theresa1122, welcome