Push Pull Relationships/ clingy to aloof

[Deanna]

Just go through with the plan . You'll have another memory! Dont be afraid to start at the beginning. It just hasn't happened yet. Stay cool! No need to punish yourself. You're worthy!

 

[Strangelongtrip]

thank you I feel so bad I'm burdening everyone

 

[Deanna]

thank you I feel so bad I'm burdening everyone

You're fine! You just have a huge sensitivity to emotion. You're trying to plan the outcome by being negative to yourself. That's not a solution.

 

[Strangelongtrip]

Doing it again but had a good few days where I was okay. Haven’t relapsed! It’s just so anxiety inducing. I don’t want to be a person who waits around for a text bc that’s not cool.

 

[Strangelongtrip]

I can't communicate. I don't even know if they like me. I'm putting unfair burdens on them by existing and feeling this way. It's obviously one sided and I was stupid to believe that someone like that could like someone like me. I know I'm a good person but I'm also not. I'm both. I can't do this.