Freida
MyPTSD Pro
we isolate to save you from dealing with the shit storm that happens during isolation. I like to think of it like everyone is walking on pavement but my pavement is full of holes and eventually I fall in a hole. Everyone else has to stay on their pavement. They can't help me up. I must deal with my demons, and dig myself out. But while in there think of it like a tornado and anything we touch is going to get affected by it. So we isolate.
That's exactly where I am at now. Everyone is in the line of fire -- and I know I can't stop myself. I've even been avoiding coming here because I'm afraid I will blow up at someone. But at the same time it is a great outlet because people here understand and I don't have to lie. And if I piss you all off -- well lets face it. That is safer than taking out my friends and family in the real world.