Really??? Someone Went Out Of Their To Help Me! :)

[Froggie]

(((((((PH))))))) you gave me a good reason to lite a candle this morning. OK so these are all distinct stressors, but put them together ...they act like an inseparable major stress factor ... and it's even more aggrevating when it is something that has been discussed in court and still nothing is being done. So everything just piles up and on top of that you have your PTSD wahoos to deal with. Not easy sweetie, what to do, when, where, how, all at the same time and you have to do that with each situation as they are distinct. And when money problems comes along, everything just seems so much heftier ... been there too ... feels like you body and mind are so filled up with adrenaline and worries that you could literally explode. Will be thinking of you and walking alongside you for this one

 

[CraftyCath]

((((Rain))))

I'm glad someone did something nice for you, treasure it. It gives me hope that my financial problems might be miraculously eased LOL! Thinking about you with all that you are going through. x

 

[AngelaMarie]

You deserve a break!!! We can only take so much...ya know?!

 

[Srain]

AngelaMarie...I am taking my breaks...today will be one of them :)

 

[Nicolette]

Enjoy the universe giving back to you Rain - you deserve it!

 

[wcdean]

Karma is a wonderful thing... so many people just don't give a darn anymore unless there is something in it for them. Nobody helps just to help anymore. Glad to hear that human nature and chivalry isn't completely dead.

 

[Srain]

I'm using every single session I have and not caring about transference right now ;) ...oh .... shoot!! I'll have to have more appts to deal with that! :speechless: HA! Oh well, I think it's all part of the process from what I'm learning. Trust someone to do what they are suppose to, hold my breath, walk through the door, sit down, breath, see if the roof caves in or she laughs in my face, if not...I gush on her like I always wanted to my own mother (transference) then work through it because she is the ultimate professional...learn to be the adult I am, trust my reality and finally accept that something really good can happen to me without a cold slap in the face. I think it's something like that.

She mentioned I can choose to throw away the horribleness that is my experience now that I know what it is and understand it. It is no longer "avoidance"...I am trying to get there. But a person, a woman, face to face, doing something nice for me...well, that's just terrifying but it's happening and I'm letting it..roller coaster ride...I'm taking you all with me...how's it feel???? :eek:

 

[The Albatross]

I'll gladly join you on the rollercoaster and hope you can pass along some sage wisdom about things you find useful. Glad you're getting this experience Rain!

 

[Lionheart]

She simply told me that this is what providers do, they take the steps to ensure that their patients are able to get the help and services they need. 'm like a child that never got a real hug in her life.

Rain,
I am so happy for you that your provider did this! I once had a therapist who went above and beyond the call of duty to help me heal from my abuse/trauma issues. She took work home so that she could answer three pages of pressing questions that I had which were causing me a lot of distress. By doing that for me, she relieved me of a lot of pain and anguish.

That particular therapist is no longer a therapist and that is a real shame, for I know she helped a lot of people, including me. You deserve the same kind of assistance with your healing and I hope you continue to get that.

Healing hugs for you,
LH

 

[AngelKeeperJ]

......terrifying but it's happening and I'm letting it..roller coaster ride...I'm taking you all with me...how's it feel???? :eek:

Wheeeeeee!!! I used to LOVE roller coasters...I'll be happy to be one of your co-warriors!!

 

[wcdean]

CAUTION: Involves a car accident so can trigger. It did me the first time I saw it but this is important to watch in my opinion. It is very relevant to the thread.

[DLMURL]http://abclocal.go.com/ktrk/video?id=8351754&syndicate=syndicate&section[/DLMURL]

 

[Srain]

I saw this, Wcdean!! I was stunned and amazed, I was happy and touched, and can still every hair on my arms and legs stand up. It does happen, you are right, so relevant.

(((hugs)))
peace,
Rain