JeremiahDenton
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Hello folks - just here to introduce myself. I haven't been formally diagnosed with PTSD but have been through some pretty harrowing stuff that I thought I'd share here. This is a pretty extreme and unusual story but here it goes.
Some number of years ago I experienced a sudden and profound dissociative fugue. When I eventually recovered and regained my wits, I became suspicious of the people I was living with and after some argumentation agreed to go to the hospital. There I was quickly certified by a psychiatrist and diagnosed with Psychosis NOS. I remained on a psych ward for several weeks before being discharged on extended leave (that is, as an involuntary patient not explicitly confined to a hospital). For several more years I remained in the mental health system, all while continuing to function as an adult (studying and working). Eventually I was discharged completely, however more recently it has come to my attention that footage containing myself featuring extreme abuse has been circulating, likely disseminated for monetary gain. A number of other people (co-workers, acquaintances) who have gained some knowledge of my situation have made more or less subtle comments concerning military torture techniques, such as might be used to break a person's will and compel them to commit degrading acts. Others have expressed shock or various other reactions upon (I am assuming) seeing the footage or becoming aware of its existence, however I have not engaged with them regarding this topic.
In short, I was likely drugged, forced to undergo some form of psychological torture, and then filmed while being abused in a state of enhanced suggestibility or weakened resistance. My initial interaction with some of the nurses and doctors in the mental health system leads me to believe that they deliberately misdiagnosed me as an attempt to gaslight and formally discredit me.
I realize this sounds rather outlandish, so I'll also list what kind of evidence I currently have available:
The second point: I have also noticed that some of my social media feeds seems to be artificially saturated with disturbing content. I am aware that such feeds will naturally mold themselves around one's digital footprint, however the degree of saturation does not seem commensurate with the degree to which I have searched the relevant themes or topics, these being: powerlessness, torture, abuse, humiliation, corrupt authority figures abusing their power, and some even more specific, such as entrapped/powerless victims attempting to make covert appeals to strangers for aid. I have documented some of these if you would like to see for yourself - as a rough estimate, I'd say that %60-%70 of the content of the relevant feeds have been affected in this manner for the past 8-12 months since it's caught my attention. This could just be coincidental.
I'll pre-emptively validate anybody's skepticism because it's such an outlandish tale. Feel free to ask for clarification or details.
Apart from psychological support I'm also curious if anybody here knows anything about legal appeals, organizations that may be of aid, seeking justice, etc.
Thanks.
Some number of years ago I experienced a sudden and profound dissociative fugue. When I eventually recovered and regained my wits, I became suspicious of the people I was living with and after some argumentation agreed to go to the hospital. There I was quickly certified by a psychiatrist and diagnosed with Psychosis NOS. I remained on a psych ward for several weeks before being discharged on extended leave (that is, as an involuntary patient not explicitly confined to a hospital). For several more years I remained in the mental health system, all while continuing to function as an adult (studying and working). Eventually I was discharged completely, however more recently it has come to my attention that footage containing myself featuring extreme abuse has been circulating, likely disseminated for monetary gain. A number of other people (co-workers, acquaintances) who have gained some knowledge of my situation have made more or less subtle comments concerning military torture techniques, such as might be used to break a person's will and compel them to commit degrading acts. Others have expressed shock or various other reactions upon (I am assuming) seeing the footage or becoming aware of its existence, however I have not engaged with them regarding this topic.
In short, I was likely drugged, forced to undergo some form of psychological torture, and then filmed while being abused in a state of enhanced suggestibility or weakened resistance. My initial interaction with some of the nurses and doctors in the mental health system leads me to believe that they deliberately misdiagnosed me as an attempt to gaslight and formally discredit me.
I realize this sounds rather outlandish, so I'll also list what kind of evidence I currently have available:
- The video itself. I do not currently have possession of this myself, however several people have told me directly they've seen it and heavily insinuated it contains abuse of the nature I suspect. It would likely be retrievable with a more thorough search, which I have not yet dedicated the resources to conducting.
- A recorded video conversation with a psychologist who was likely involved. I don't believe this would be incriminating but it is fairly suggestive.
The second point: I have also noticed that some of my social media feeds seems to be artificially saturated with disturbing content. I am aware that such feeds will naturally mold themselves around one's digital footprint, however the degree of saturation does not seem commensurate with the degree to which I have searched the relevant themes or topics, these being: powerlessness, torture, abuse, humiliation, corrupt authority figures abusing their power, and some even more specific, such as entrapped/powerless victims attempting to make covert appeals to strangers for aid. I have documented some of these if you would like to see for yourself - as a rough estimate, I'd say that %60-%70 of the content of the relevant feeds have been affected in this manner for the past 8-12 months since it's caught my attention. This could just be coincidental.
I'll pre-emptively validate anybody's skepticism because it's such an outlandish tale. Feel free to ask for clarification or details.
Apart from psychological support I'm also curious if anybody here knows anything about legal appeals, organizations that may be of aid, seeking justice, etc.
Thanks.
