Scared i cant do what i want

[Deleted member 45408]

for being thin or having an occasional drink

 

[Supervixn]

No apparently I can't read. We all need help no jk haha.

 

[Deleted member 45408]

so could that happen? for being thin or occasional drink ..and someone say I'm a danger to myself and take guardianship of me? I'm paranoid bc of nancy walsh anorexia story. I don't want to b that skinny but just afraid someone could do that to me for low weight .

 

[Deleted member 45408]

I don't anyone to control how I look anymore...or control me in general..all I can see is being in the court room...the judge saying..ur too skinny..we will give this person guardianship ...not ur husband .and b declared mentally incompetent...even if I am competent

 

[LuckiLee]

Sorry you're struggling but I think you need to worry about your mental health first and foremost. Get into therapy with a good trauma therapist, you deserve peace.

 

[Supervixn]

I think you need to read and re read the replies to your posts, not just this one, and let it sink in. I can't argue with your illogical thoughts... only you can. You feel out of control bc your thinking is... good luck to you friend.

 

[Deleted member 45408]

You bet. I was anorexic and my guy was very controlling and would have loved to have that over me,...

but I just comprehend that because they took nancy walsh for anorexia..so they do that? and only my husband could apply for guardianship?no one else could take me? I just believe my body my choice.i never want to get skinny like that or be anymore than 10 to 15 pounds underweight..i just don't want someone to tell me how to look anymore..and I feel that's only way someone could.

 

[LuckiLee]

Does anyone tell you how to look anymore?

 

[Deleted member 45408]

no but they r always talking about my body..and its a trigger

 

[Deleted member 45408]

I don't like people commenting on my body weather its good or bad...like they r paying attention to my weight

 

[LuckiLee]

Tell them to stop!!!!!!

 

[shatter eyes]

Thanks for voicing your worries.

Scanning this thread i really want to ask if you would be willing to go to a quiet place like a forest and say hello to the trees.

Nature away from city has an unspoken power.

If i was not limited by my disability i would be in nature often.

Btw: i found typo. Weather but i think you mean whether.