Shaking And Scared Again

[freakofnurture]

I agree with Froggie; I find it courageous and very responsible of you to confront that truck driver. I think that's a reason to feel good about yourself. The little setback after that, pah, that's just PTSD being scared of how well you're doing ;)

I wish you all the best for your big drive! I do believe that you can calm yourself enough to do it well. And even if not, I'll still think that you're great and you'll still be cared about by a lot of people. Big drives come and go, KP remains awesome.

 

[KP the nut]

I will not give in.

This morning I did a community car drive. On the way home I was following a garbage truck. All of a sudden a piece of something came off the truck and hit a car drving towards us.

The road was bendy and as I followed the truck he stopped, I pulled in and explaind what I'd seen. The driver went to check out the other car, luckily the driver was ok and no damage to her car. It was a piece of the trucks bumper.

I was calm, I was not shaking, I was proud I'd coped with something else. Especially after yesterday.

I feel if not confident then ok about tomorrows 3 hour journey.

Can't wait to tell T later

 

[Si P]

Your not having the best of luck on these Journeys at the Mo! So all the best for the one tom!! let us know how u get on! :)

 

[kimba]

Hi KP, Sounds like you did great!

 

[bittersweet]

Sorry to hear you've been in a rough spot KP. Hope you feel better and may (good) luck follow you

 

[Si P]

Hope your journey today is going better! ;)

 

[KP the nut]

I drove to York yesterday, it took me just over 3 hours. It was amazing I feel fantastic, I am invincible, I am confident, I can go where I please. Wow, wow, wow.

I was calm, listened to music, refreshed my air freshener with essential lemon oil to keep me grounded.

 

[Complicated]

Fantastic! Thats great, you should be so proud of yourself!

 

[OKRADLAK]

((((((KP)))))) You are rocking and you are an inspiration!!!

 

[Kim]

Good for you KP!!! I'm doing a happy dance for ya.

 

[Si P]

Booom! Good work KP, well happy for you... :)

 

[sixktransfer]

one sentence choose your battles ok, two--and save your energy for your own comfort.