I am a 26 year old female. Happily married with beautiful children. I have a few friends who know things happened to me, but very few details. My husband is the closest to me, but detailing events with him is just too hard on both of us. I am in therapy, started dealing with the present issues in my life, with relationships and understanding, and am now beginning to go over my traumas.
I need to find someone I can talk to, that understands why I shut down when I am triggered or why too much stress can cause me severe emotional distress. Somebody who I can feel comfortable being silly and funny, but also real and facing the intense emotions I have, that I can't share with anyone else. I have lived in my current state- half a day away from every family member and friend I have, for two years... and the only friendship I had was with a married couple, and the husband tried to take advantage of me.
I have to learn to trust someone at some point, right? Friendship can come from anywhere- that's the power of the internet. Message me if you think we could be friends. :)