Stalked By Unknown

[Rusow]

I was stalked by a man who traveled in a limo for four years +. Higher up in force went after guy, so l was always surrounded by undercover cops which was like more stalking. Even though the guy knew he was watched, he still continued to stalk me the two years he was being watched. What kind of screwed up world is this. And l was pretty old too, which is even more mind boggling, like why why me. It was hard, it grew into a bigger story and l sadly can't divulge. Have you been stalked, does it still haunt you?

 

[Bapah]

No, but I can see how it might.

 

[Ikir]

I'm so sorry this has happened to you!

Yes, I have been stalked. It had a profound impact on my life and psyche, and I'm still working on recovery. I was only freed of this person by their death - alcohol and drug abuse finally destroyed the stalker's body.

There have been some good things that have come out of this (among the horrific destruction). It was what got me into therapy, which I needed, due to lifelong abuse. Through intensive therapy I'm starting to become a person I like - I'm becoming whole.

I've also taken (and still continue to learn) advanced street-wise self-defense. This is not pretty, stylized pull-punches stuff - it's dirty fighting to save my life (which for a very long time I didn't believe was worth saving), and empowering me to save others lives.

Stalkers can haunt us for life, or we can seek what will bring us hope, help, strength...
You can recover from this...

 

[Rusow]

I'm so sorry this has happened to you!

Yes, I have been stalked. It had a profound impact on my life and psyche, and I'...

Thank you, it was so good to hear your story. Stalking is in its own ptsd bucket, everything is completely out of our control. I did suffer emotionally. It has a deep profound effect on me. I just came out of denial recently and admitted how much it really bothered me. It's almost worse than my abusive ex. I have decided l may need counseling for this at some point, to talk about the sheer helplessness l felt everyday of my life. Thank you deeply for your post.

 

[Omi]

yes i relate in a small way - i live with the knowledge that my primary abuser watches, attempts contact - the fear he engenders is debilitating

 

[Sosa]

It was everyday for two years, then the stalker change his mo, l was stalked by his acquaintance. But he was behind it. It was horrible. Four years of my life gone.

 

[Ituhar]

I am actually use to being followed, it seems normal to me at this point.

 

[Evam]

I'm still being stalked, so haunt isn't exactly accurate, yet. But it does affect me more than I like to admit.

 

[Enawe]

Yes, and yes. I know I cant talk about it because with money, and power comes privlage, but yes it happens. The cops would laugh at me, so your lucky you got that. The bigger story well mine no one would believe, so I just live with it. Im all alone. The stalking stopped, but Im being monitored, and thats just my life. If I do something and "he" doesn't like it I get subtle hints from his friends. I never know who or when, but I gave up fighting. If "he" wants me dead I will die. I guess I've given up because that aspect doesnt bother me anymore. I just hope if the time comes and "he" decides to kill me its painless thats all.
Until then I'm stumbling through life trying to fix the other traumas that made me a victim to this. They look for the ones who don't know how to protect themselves, or those who dont know that humans are still animals even if our society lies about that. I may be evolved, but not everyone is, still preditor pray to those who stalk for sport. And it is a sport for some. But, its to late now. I wish I had a time machine. I'd hide from before the start, but I don't, so f#%k it. Just trying to deal/heal with the ptsd from what I can change in my life.