I'd like to keep this going and give a basic overview of my experience with CPT, just in case this might be helpful for someone else considering this treatment. I won't be going into too much personal detail. Instead, I'll just be talking about what the treatment is like and the basic tasks that are involved.
So, I had my first of 12 sessions this week. There was a lot of discussion about my specific traumas. Afterwards I was in a foul mood, which makes sense.
Looking back, it seems like I wasn't even there during this session. I mean I was physically there, but it's like I was outside of myself and somebody else was in control of me and doing the talking for me.
Before next session, I'm supposed to write a statement on the worst trauma/type of trauma and WHY I think it occurred. It's not about the specific details of the trauma, but more about what drove it. I haven't started writing yet.