I read about benedryl to counter some WD effects. Apperantly there is some chemical in benadryl that resembles theone in AD's or benzo's.
I have tapered down really, really slow. I tookme more than a year to taper down from 150 mg, to zero.
I did it in small steps, but suffered the WD symptoms troughout the whole year, because every time I felt stable again I would taper down some more, and then had to go trough the WD thing again.
Even when I was on the smallest dose, right before quitting, I suffered WD symptoms. I think my body is very sensitive to SSRI's and other medicine. I took AD's for 16 years! And I am sooooo happy to be off of them.
It takes quitte some adjustment to get used to living without the medication. My body had to adjust, but also my brain and emotions had to adjust, and I am still not there yet.
At first I did not know that what I expierenced was in fact WD. My previuos P doc told me that I was relapsing ( wich seemed very odd to me, because there were no signs for a relapse whatsoever). Then I started reading and searching for articles and medical journals about quitting AD's and what to expect, because I did not believed I was relapsing. The symptoms, although they resembled my original problems, where to illogical and not like they ever been. I found a lot of helpfull information about WD symptoms and their course.
After a while of slow tapering I noticed a pattern in my symptoms. I read about the test somewhere and tried it on a day when my symptoms were worse ( for one day I switched back to the previuos dose). Whitin 1 hour my symptoms where totally gone, and I was feeling good.
Then I got convinced that it was in fact WD.
Now, I am off the meds for three weeks, and I feel good. Innitialy I suffered the physical WD symptoms after my last dose, but they lasted only 8 days. Because I know what to expect I know that it may be possible that I start to feel a bit depressed and irritable for the coming days, but I learned that it will dissapear very quickly. It will last for a couple of hours or so, nothing like a real depression.
I think I dont suffer severe WD symptoms now, because I did a realy slow tapering. I cannot tell you how glad I am to be off the meds.
16 years is way to long, and in the long run the meds I took caused chemical depression, in my opinion. They didnt work anymore, and the side effects where really bothering me.
My P-doc did not believe me, and did not support me in wanting to go of the meds. It caused a break up ( amongst other things) between her and me. My normal doctor doesnt believe me as well. He never heard of emotional WD symptoms, and believed that I was relapsing also.
My pharmacist was the one that provided very usefull information. He knew about the WD symptoms and the way they can appear. He knew because he had seen and spoke to his customers, and heard many story's like mine, from people who where quitting their AD or AP meds.
Like you I use herbal sleeping pills on days that I really cannot fall asleep.They help some. If I cant sleep I try not to worry, and let my body find it's own natural course and rhytme again. I certanly slept more than enough in the last 16 years due to the side effects of my meds.
So this is a part of my WD story, I hope it gives you some support. WD is different for everybody, and it doesnt mean that you will expierence the same symptoms or duration I did.
You did very well, and I wish you all the best!
Thanks for your compassion about the loss of my dog, I appriciate it very much!