TillyBug
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Small, cute dolls and sometimes my little sister's voice. No idea why.
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Can't think of it right now, but an odd one was a particular wall color and pattern in a bathroom. It wasn't pattern per say, just the wall being a certain color, but the color also not even throughout, that effects that makes it look 'vintage'(but it's obvious it's not). The combination of the color with that effect specifically in a bathroom. And I used to love the color combo and the effect.
Later, 'after', I happened to stumble across the same combo in a bathroom in a club. Had to leave the club to go home immediately and went home walking forward like I was sleepwalking. If it wasn't for my (now ex) boyfriend we wouldn't have gotten home, not right away at least. He led the way, I was just present enough to say that I needed to go home and to keep my feet walking, but I was completely zoned out.
Weird triggers are fine, at least you can try to sort them out later.
What freaks me out more is the few random times when I get triggered and I can't figure out what got that strong of a reaction out of me.
I can relate to that, you are amazing for getting through it and being able to write about it now, star>I ended up having to do exposure therapy to handle grey carpet. Getting stuck on a chair halfway down a hospital hallway, bawling, unable to get down.
Thanks ptsd - that was awesome.
Well apparently having to bite down on the thing for the 3D mouth x-ray machine.
Also the dentist asking me to bite down on the doohickey she put in my mouth then running her fingers through my mouth.
How the hell am I going to get these teeth taken out??