I have just come back from taking the dogs for a long walk. I had to drive to the next town to pick up some candles. I'd planned to go on to a country park there but kept coming up with ecxuses why it would be a bad idea. I DID IT, I pushed the excuses aside and we all had a fabulous walk.
The traffic on return was quite heavy as it was in the rush hour. It was probably the heaviest traffic I've driven in, even an ambulance racing past with blues and twos wasn't too bad. Deep breathes, it is a memory, I am safe.
To reward myself, I'm sat with a glass of cranberry & raspberry cordial and have lit a candle. It is called refresh and smells of grapefruit and lemon (it was also expensive - but don't tell H)