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Wanheda
You have had a horrific life. I'm so sorry. Nobody could compare and nobody can tell you time will heal, some wounds don't heal. I was abused as a child and raped as an adult, so I can in some way come from a place that might be more familiar to you. The truth is, finding strength within yourself and others to keep yourself going is the priority. Nobody deserves to be driven to suicide. You should write down everything you are experiencing and hand it to a professional. Tell somebody the entire thing, even anonymously. Hell, print posters and name these people. The world goes by and never stops for people like you, for people like us. The best anyone can give you is a nudge in the right direction and a, dare I say, half assed sorry. Because trauma is mind bending, it's not a case of picking yourself up and walking onwards. If it were, oh if it were..
You have my support. For what it's worth. I hope the absolute best for you. I'm standing with you.
You have my support. For what it's worth. I hope the absolute best for you. I'm standing with you.