I don't know why our heads do the whole worthless thing in such a knee jerk fashion. It's always when we can least afford to feel that way. I hope you at least are able to objectively see some of your value through the eyes of those you care for, like they see you. I know we can't accept that as us, since of course there's nothing good anywhere. I know. I'm not a great one to speak since have a pretty warped image I do not look at myself. You do have actual people who no doubt see you very clearly. People there you helped because you see them as worthy of it virtue of being alive on the planet. Which they of course are. How many step up and do what you do? I don't think I COULD, with the best intentions in the world. The image we have of ourselves is awful, that's all. I just hope maybe the worthless label you've internalized can be budged a bit. It isn't real.
Sorry so long. You tend to not post long entries so did not mean to, either, but oh my, 'worthless' is not something which could be connected with you. I know telling your head that is a whole different subject.
Still praying for your daughter. I don't know what the dynamics are with your family, since feel shut out, so will say a prayer for peace there, also.
