squireparty
Bronze Member
Hi everyone. I have not been here for some time and returned a few days ago to chat. I realized something - people here get it, people here understand.
Today has been a really difficult day for me and I'm glad it's coming to an end and that this site exists. I have been reading through the different forums and I'm wondering - duh - why did I leave this site? It's as if I don't want to admit I have ptsd and that it's definitely a problem that impacts my life.
I have a history of doing this. I will get slightly better and then I'll think, OK, I've got this under control and then I will try to handle things on my own with no help and this never works well. But I keep doing it!!! I'm here now though and I admit that ptsd is a huge problem in my life and one that I just can't will away. I'm not glad to have ptsd but I'm glad to be here on this site where people understand. Thank You for being here in cyberspace and for listening to me.
Today has been a really difficult day for me and I'm glad it's coming to an end and that this site exists. I have been reading through the different forums and I'm wondering - duh - why did I leave this site? It's as if I don't want to admit I have ptsd and that it's definitely a problem that impacts my life.
I have a history of doing this. I will get slightly better and then I'll think, OK, I've got this under control and then I will try to handle things on my own with no help and this never works well. But I keep doing it!!! I'm here now though and I admit that ptsd is a huge problem in my life and one that I just can't will away. I'm not glad to have ptsd but I'm glad to be here on this site where people understand. Thank You for being here in cyberspace and for listening to me.