FauxLiz
Sponsor
I have been trying so hard lately to keep it together, to not spiral down not sink into that dark abyss but I feel as though I am losing the fight. I feel as though I can't see a future for me past the next couple of weeks. I hate this I hate the darkness within me. I don't feel as though I can talk to my T about this because it falls outside the treatment protocols for what we are doing currently but I don't feel like I can continue the treatment either. Our sessions feel so stilted. I feel as though he is talking down to me like I am a child going through the steps and the worksheets and I hate that I hate be condescended to in therapy even when I know that is not his intention and he would feel awful if he knew I felt this way.
I really wish it would just end, everything just end.
I really wish it would just end, everything just end.