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Evidently, I had a wild evening and trying to pick up the pieces this morning. These are the facts I know have calls out to hopefully find out more. I had a couple beers and while making dinner looked here and posted something on one of the forums that was close to 8, had dinner, took med in bed reading. the rest is complete nothing. This morning, god what a mess. I find muddy clothing in bathroom, I guess I took a shower, beer turned from cans into bottles (car and keys in same place) cant find my new packet of pills old one still on table. Smoked about 10000 cigarettes. Was texting people until after midnight, was told around 11pm I flew into a rage with one person I was texting with over the phone over nothing. from what I can tell I was still moving at 2:30 am there was a empty bowl beside bed so ate again, woke up fully clothed even shoes this morning feeling like a truck hit me with bruises on me and have tremors. And last but not least, WTF was good since changing pills, now suicidal thoughts that were a whisper in the distance, are like a Trump supporter screaming at a liberal. I am safe but worried, have call into doctor just waiting for call back.