trying to stay alive

[Theasylumsystem]

Trying reallly hard not to take all this shit as reasons to kill myself It feels like the world around me is just closing in on me and trying to snuff me out and it hurts my f*cking bare existence seems to be a reason for people to hate me and try to kill me it just hurts i don't want to live anymore I'm sick of this

 

[whiteraven]

I'm so sorry you're struggling, @Theasylumsystem. Are you safe right now?

 

[Theasylumsystem]

I'm so sorry you're struggling, @Theasylumsystem. Are you safe right now?

i'd like to think so i just am terrified to leave my apartment and I'm trying not to let my agoraphobia get out of control again

 

[shimmerz]

i just am terrified to leave my apartment

Can you start with opening the door to your apartment?

 

[Sideways]

What are some of the things you do at home to stabilise your distress levels? Can you invest some extra time in those things?

 

[Sadderday]

Trying reallly hard not to take all this shit as reasons to kill myself It feels like the world around me is just closing in on me and trying to snuff me out and it hurts my f*cking bare existence seems to be a reason for people to hate me and try to kill me it just hurts i don't want to live anymore I'm sick of this

You don't want to die; you want the pain to stop. What keeps me going is knowing I will one day definitely go to that inevitable eternity of ...what? No one knows.