Hi, I think I'm just writing this to see if anyone else had similar experiences. I've never really shared anything like this on forums but feel insane after trying to talk about it. My memories of childhood trauma are almost like a "story" like it was happening to this fictional character I created, not me, and I put all of this into this kind of fantasy realm and I'm really struggling now trying to unpick what was real and what wasn't real. It hurts just trying to think about it. I wonder if anyone else has had this? I think I used to almost recreate it for years later and go over and over this story I created when I was older so it makes it even more blurry.