Vigilance Is A Guard On The Wall Of Traumatic Memory

[Martin Taylor]

I've been taught to focus on my watch. I didn't have it then, so if I'm wearing it it is not then. So it must be now, and now is different. It helps with the vigilance thing.

 

[BloomInWinter]

Finally...some letdown.

...and the memories are pouring through the breach. :<

 

[CraftyCath]

Oh BloominWinter, think I have that to come. :eek:

((((BloominWinter))))

 

[blueangel371115]

((((Bloom))))

 

[BloomInWinter]

(((((CraftyCath))))) (((((BlueAngel)))) & (((((All Lurkers))))

Am learning to respect that Guard of Hypervigilance now...instead of hating it, am grateful there's a sentinel on watch to give me early warnings of the need for rest, radical self-care.

Thanks for sharing your journey...

 

[BloomInWinter]

Ugh....again! When does this STOP HAPPENING?!

 

[Martin Taylor]

I'll let you know as soon as i find out.

 

[CraftyCath]

Thinks are returning to me now and I don't like it at all. :(

 

[BloomInWinter]

(((((CraftyCath)))))

 

[CraftyCath]

I've got a good T Bloom so I don't feel so alone with it.

Thanks for the hug. x

 

[BloomInWinter]

Aaaahhhhhhgggggaaaahhhh!!!!

Back to the vigilance again! I'm SICK of memory retrieval! It's like tasting another rotten goulash from the buffet of the damned!!!

 

[CraftyCath]

another rotten goulash from the buffet of the damned!!!

Excellently put Bloom!!
I keep waking up at night because I have either jumped in my sleep or some sound has made me jump. I get startled and then I'm wide awake. A dog barked in the night recently and I woke up and screamed!!

I'm only hypervigilant after I've been triggered.

Me thinketh that I may have been wrong! :rolleyes: Ha!!