I wake up back in the Operating rooom. I can smell the smell of the overly sterile smell mixed will the septisimia I had. I feel the tearing. There's ripping that is as cclose to hell as I ever want to be. I remember screaming and fighting at the arm straps. I beg the intern to hit me, jst knock me out to make it stop. The nurse begins moving faster as the Dr. tells her it would be better to finish. The intern promises I wont remember. Verset(sp) he promises.
Just then I wake up kicking. I have sweat everywhere. I keep clorox by my bed to smell to kind of bring me back to my room. to safety. Minipress helps, but not alot.
As anyone else gone thru this? Any suggestions on help?
Just then I wake up kicking. I have sweat everywhere. I keep clorox by my bed to smell to kind of bring me back to my room. to safety. Minipress helps, but not alot.
As anyone else gone thru this? Any suggestions on help?
