Waking Myself Up To Escape a Bad Dream
I'm not successful at doing that. When I start having a nightmare, I can't seem to get out of it. I have to ride it out and survive. I have to do everything... run, fight, kill, hide, sometimes save my family... to survive either war zones, natural disasters, unfriendly cities, workplace stress and/or alien beings (similar to that movie 'war of the worlds'). It can be real exhausting. When my wife and I used to sleep together, she told me about all the flailing and whatnot. This is why I'm not inclined to fall asleep, or go to bed early... I stay awake as long as I can so that I am hopefully too tired to be affected much by my dreams. My dreams are usually so realistic that they negatively impact my mood once I'm awake again. Sht, its 04:50am, I still haven't gone to bed.