purgemeofthepain
Bronze Member
Great thread! I've lost around 80lbs since last December through diet and exercise and even so I still need to lose about 18lbs more to be at my healthy weight.
It's been a crazy journey with the weight loss and I find myself needing to eat more and more lately, as if I've ran out of the drive and willpower to eat sensibly. I don't want to backtrack and gaing it back, so it's a struggle.
As far as exercise, I try to mix it up a lot or else I get bored. I do Yoga a few days a week, try to lift weights a bit too, also trying to improve my cardio health, so I've done some aerobic routines off YouTube, also use the stationary bike if I feel like putting up with the pain on my rear end...which most days I don't, and so on.
I find it very difficult to do all these things RIGHT tho, cause I'm usually "in pieces" physically and I just don't know how to use my body properly. The dissociation I experience in my mind and emotions, also extends to my body, making all of my movements dysfunctional. So yeah, it takes a lot of effort to do it all mindfully and correctly.
It's been a crazy journey with the weight loss and I find myself needing to eat more and more lately, as if I've ran out of the drive and willpower to eat sensibly. I don't want to backtrack and gaing it back, so it's a struggle.
As far as exercise, I try to mix it up a lot or else I get bored. I do Yoga a few days a week, try to lift weights a bit too, also trying to improve my cardio health, so I've done some aerobic routines off YouTube, also use the stationary bike if I feel like putting up with the pain on my rear end...which most days I don't, and so on.
I find it very difficult to do all these things RIGHT tho, cause I'm usually "in pieces" physically and I just don't know how to use my body properly. The dissociation I experience in my mind and emotions, also extends to my body, making all of my movements dysfunctional. So yeah, it takes a lot of effort to do it all mindfully and correctly.