What A Hell Of A Way......

[killcatsandeatum]

First off I want to thank everyone here for the insight. I am still in denial that I am sick but my family is more important than my pride. I do know that I am weak at the moment and hope that things get better. I will have many questions here soon if I don't find them already listed in the forums. I am just starting to confront my demons so right now I am in the early stages of a plan of action. I think I will start with reading till I have to confront sleep. I also should give a short history of my self too. I am a Kiowa Warrior Pilot going on 18 years in the Army. I have completed multiple tours to OEF and OIF. I guess around 2500 hours of combat time. I am married with four wonderful children. Lately I have not been a very good husband or father. I am hoping to fix that part and dreading my next deployment. I look forward to learning everything I can from you'all.

 

[Ned]

Mornin'. Lots to read and learn here, mate. Welcome...
Nice name...................................

 

[Barberian]

I am still in denial

Sounds like your getting past the denial part, and into the acceptance part. next is the healing part. It can be a rough patch. Hope the best for ya. It often gets worse before it gets better.

Oh.. and btw, welcome to the forum.

 

[Need an Oasis]

Hi, welcome.

 

[Zipperhead]

Morning

 

[JarHed]

Hey KillCats

Welcome to the forums. Yeah, denial is the first step towards getting better believe it or not. Underneath that you know somethings wrong. Good info and people here, so ask away. Glad you made it back and hope you won't have to re-deploy again.

JarHed