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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

I'm feeling proud of myself. Instead of hibernating like I wanted to. I made myself go to a Womens Institute (W.I.) meeting and I had a really nice time.

I've bought a ticket for a W.I. day event on Saturday. Lots of different craft demonstrations and stalls from W.I. groups in the surrounding area. I'm a little nervous about it, but I think it will be good.
 
I am feeling hopeful and positive today. Hey! I remember how to type! I am on my new (refurbished) computer, that was waiting at the front door when I got home today. I have not used a laptop since last April when I spilled a whole cup of tea on it and it could not be fixed. Now, I will have to learn how to navigate this site, since I was using the Tapatalk app before, and as of yesterday the app cannot be used here - so I am so glad to have my laptop now.

I was able to accomplish a few things today, and stopped and visited with my friend who owns a beauty shop, and I gave her a whole basket of jewelry that I made so that she can sell it there. I also got several text messages from my daughter, and she has some exciting things going on. Additionally, I talked to another friend (my long-ago ex-boyfriend, a pretty good guy) for about an hour and caught up on things. He always makes me laugh.

As compared to yesterday, I did not feel all alone in the world. That is usually how I feel, but this was a good day that contradicted it. Oh! I also saw my therapist today, and I do like talking to her. I feel that she really likes me and I always make her laugh!

Laughing is really SO very important! It truly is the best medicine, at least for me it is. :roflmao:
 
So much emotions, but I can't find any words for them. I feel faint, sick to my stomach, tired, overwhelmed, exhausted, sad, confused.. (I guess I found some of the words after all, but they're not enough..) It's hard to be in this. And it's hard to managing to cope with "real life". I just want to crawl into a corner and hide from the world. I'm so tired.. Hate this pain. Hate feeling my uterus, when I hate feeling that part of my body. And I hate feeling this pain in that place of my body. I have a hard time wanting to be here.
 

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