What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[KP the nut]

I'm feeling fairly dumb today. Over the past few days the feeling of being overwhelmed have been escalating. Last night I was very tearful and had huge feelings of being a failure.

I realised this morning, I haven't been taking my meds. Well duh, why do I do that. Oh well back to them and start the climb again.

 

[JustBe]

;) I've done that before too KP! :banghead:

 

[KP the nut]

I wonder if it is a weird form of subconscious self harm.

 

[Britt.f7]

LaurieJ, I'm so sorry about the loss of your dog. Despite knowing that he is in a better place, you have a right to grieve for his loss. My heart goes out to you.

KP, I was so bad at taking my meds that my husband started giving them to me every morning before leaving for work. :oops: Now, it's my afternoon meds I often forget. You are definitely not alone.

 

[JustBe]

For me it's when I get fuzzy headed and kind of dissociate for too long.

 

[LaurieJ]

Britt.f7,
Thank you for your sympathy. Shamu was a great dog and I will grieve her loss. In time it will get better. Can you tell I just came from therapy and am feeling better about the whole situation?
LaurieJ

 

[KP the nut]

I'm feeling more relaxed after going for a walk with the dogs and my hubby.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I am disappointed now. I got a wireless mouse and although I can access posts now I still have problems. They are manageable but it sure slows me down.

I was feeling pretty darn good for awhile, I got the mouse on sale.

 

[ms spock]

I am feeling good.

 

[rainy_daze]

Demotivated, regretful, tired, childish, insignificant, annoyed, selfish and other things I feel unable or unwilling to articulate right now. I spiralled this last month, and I guess I am just trying to haul myself up out of the dark hole in the ground I have been hiding in and get back to facing the world outside. Shrugs, I'm not sure I want to feel anything at all today. Except hope, I would like to feel hope about the future, but not sure where to find that. Does anyone have some hope I can borrow :rolleyes:

 

[Ruckster]

Crap day! Seems everything pisses me off and everyone around acts like I am the one being the jerk. Maybe I am... And that's crappy too , not really knowing if my outlook is skewed and my view of stuff is slanted lop side again.

I wonder too if those close to me know when I'm heading downhill and deliberately take advantage and blame me for their screw ups knowing I can't really tell if its my fault or not.

Going into isolation.

 

[BlackbirdSinging]

Overwhelmed. Sad. Scared. I figured out during therapy today that the depression I've been feeling was a response to emotional flashbacks. I was having them for days and they were causing me to feel more depressed than usual. And that was causing me to isolate more than usual.

It didn't even click for me that I was having emotional flashbacks until my session today. I kinda blurted it out and my therapist just looked at me smiling and did the whole slow nod thing. And tomorrow I have to go to court. So I'm also stressed but I'm doing my best.