I'm hopeless today; Had an appointment with my doctor. Blood picture was quite bad. I have another suppurative frontal sinusitis, edema in lungs, cardiac problems , liver is also bad (because of the enormous amount of antibiotics I had to take during the last 8 years).
I'm really anxious now. My sinuses are pus-filled, but because my liver is so bad working, I'm not allowed to take some antibiotics... But what bothers me the most is the steadily growing edema, despite all diuretic medicine. Had a bit of a fight for breath this night. Sometimes I think, I'm just a bloody wreck.
The pain in my face and the pressure in my lungs is quite bad. I'm not able to communicate today, just to read a bit. I feel unable and try not to cry. Crying does not help at all!