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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

Feeling like I'm being strung along with this issue of the bathroom still not being finished and ready to use. It's been over a year, and they will not even acknowledge how patient I've been. I feel like I've been treated a bit shabbily by these people I pay rent to, and am unhappy and mad about having to pay full rent while I'm away when I could be having the rent paid for me if they had kept their word and finished the bathroom on time, so I could have a friend mind the place while I'm gone. It's win/lose in this situation, and I'm not very happy about it. I feel determined not to let it ruin my good feelings about Ubud and what a great time I will have when I go there next week...but it has definitely increased the stress factor for me.

I'm feeling like the people in the house are assholes, but really, they are just trying to make ends meet and pay the mortgage. I still feel like I'm being screwed though.
 
Just woke up and feet hurt. Rubbed them vigorously in theory body feels trapped in old days to tell them we aren't there anymore and feet feel better. Feel tired. Kind of sad. Hopeful too though. It's a new day and sun is shining and old days are gone. Hooray! Hungry. Strange pleasant feeling in back on left side. Legs tired. Tinnitus medium. Somewhat relaxed. Pressure on chest. Time for some tea and good music.
 
I feel a bit more balanced in my thinking. I realized that I was thinking in an entitled way, much the same as how my clients sometimes think that they can get a discount, just because they don't want to pay full price. The couple in the house still have a mortgage to pay and reality doesn't stop being reality just because I choose to take a holiday for 3 weeks. The world doesn't stop and start at my will, and it was entitled of me to expect her to give me a reduced rental rate, just because they haven't got the bathroom finished yet. It's inconvenient, but they are doing the best they can...it's just not in alignment with the verbal agreement we made when I moved in...and that is disappointing.
 

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