I'm doing better as of late. Though, when I'm filled with time on my hands I just want to lay down and sleep. I know I have to think of constructive things to do and actually do them.
I am getting rid of two meds. One, I don't think ever really worked for me and I tried to tell that to the nurse practitioner but wasn't listened to really. The other they prescribed for bipolar but my therapist doesn't see that in me. I was looking to cut down in my meds because I really take too many and it is costly. There are two depression/anxiety ones that I won't quit because they really helped me out of my darkness. This is unfortunate because they are the more costly ones. Sigh.
Reading a book, Sharp Objects, and the main character is a cutter. I thought I would feel a connection to that and worried about it slightly when I started the book. Surprisingly, it doesn't seem to connect to me. For one thing, she is a different type of cutter. I would like to say I am in past tense, but I don't think that is possible. I haven't done it lately. Still it lingers in the back of my mind.