What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[fly away home]

Edgy and out of sorts. Im feeling unsure of myself.

 

[ninja]

Oh just fed up with the day... the week.

 

[StarChild]

I feel grumpy, pissed off, aggressive and whiny :mad::hungover::cry:. From Tuesday night until now, I've got 5 hours of sleep all in all! MEH! I'm that sensitive to noise, that I feel, I can hear my little dogs farting. Silence please!:mad:

 

[Philippa]

My mood has sunk in the last few minutes, after speaking with a friend about Mr Leons (the cat) infected eyes. She told me that if I travel again then it's best that someone stays in my place because cats are territorial. It got me thinking if the people in the house had just let me have a friend stay in my place April wouldn't have died probably.

I'm having all these dark thoughts, blaming them for killing her...but really, they were protecting their kids from someone they didn't know coming into their home, which I can't blame them for. They didn't like the vibe of the guy I chose, and it turned out that he was a bit of a thief, so it's good they listened to their intuition...but still, if I'd been able to find someone better, April might be alive today?

I'm feeling guilty and worried about mr leon. His eyes are all infected and so sore. He won't let me swipe them with salty water, and they are so pus filled. There was even blood on the cotton when I did get a swipe in. It freaked me out. I can't take him to the vet until tomorrow.

Now I've fallen back into blaming myself for killing the cat somehow. I know that's not going to bring her back, and I'm being indulgent. It's not helping anything. If she'd been able to stay here she might not have died!!

My anxiety levels have increased. I'm worried that what if I want to travel in the future and this happens again? Silly to think like that of course. It probably won't happen again...that would be really unfortunate, and it's useless to think that far into the future anyway. Anything can happen.

 

[ms spock]

Emotional, teary and good.

 

[Spiderallis]

I'm achy and annoyed that there doesn't seem to be a sinus or cold medicine that won't interact with my other meds. I'd much rather have the sniffles than a weird drug interaction so I'll stick with tea and big box of tissues.

I want a Barbie @Spiderallis! The one I want probably would cost a bundle though - like circa 1965.

I've found some old ones at thrift shops and garage sales- or Mattel does reproductions sometimes, not always cheap though.

 

[Shan-Nav01]

I feel like I want to go to bed, but I've got city angels tonight (similar to street pastors but a local version) which means I won't be getting home till 2:30am :/

 

[Britt.f7]

I'm surprisingly doing well. I slept for 15 hours last night. I think my body is trying to fight this cold. I feel bad for the people who aren't sleeping when my body does things like this.

 

[franciemarnie]

@SweetLullaby - You cracked me up - you can hear your dogs farting. LOL.

I slept finally 8 hours. Thank God. Going thru a lot. Will write later but fundamentally all is well.

@Philippa - Safe hugs if okay. You are not at fault. You didn't do any harm. But I respect and understand the feelings.

 

[J_trustno1]

Confused, angry, sad and lost. Feeling the loss of identity.

 

[billie]

Today I feel overwhelmed with loneliness.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

I got my hair trimmed and dyed today and I am not too itchy. We as a family are planning to go to Los Vegas to see a show my husband and I loved so much. I am feeling really happy about this.