Anxiety. Wondering what I am thinking? Reassured and supported about my cat and his eyes. Grateful that I made enough money today to buy medicine for him, and happy that he seems to be on the mend. Feeling clear again...more in touch with my heart the last day or so.
Physically, I feel great, though I don't feel that I'm all that fit as such, just that I feel good in my body.
Mentally, more stable today, though still seem to be thinking in the future and having anxiety as a result. Relieved that I did not poison myself with colloidal silver, after a friend called and shared her knowledge of the substance with me.
Emotionally: a bit unsure, anxious, doubting myself, worried (out of habit), confused about whether I'm a feminist still or if I'm lost to it, or just lost and that's why I'm questioning it all, or whether 'humanist' is where I feel more aligned with these days...unsure? Insecure, bad I didn't attend the march yesterday, but glad I stayed home and took care of my cat...he needed me.
A bit fed up, and a bit stale. Level headed in one respect, delicate and like I'm 13 again? Youthful. Ok with where I'm at right now. Time for bed.