What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[intothelight]

Peaceful and content.

 

[moonbeam]

Very hungover. I blame myself. It was a nice evening with a friend who I would trust with my life or the bits I remember were lovely.

Never been blackout drunk before. Slightly messed up by not being able to remember. Though I am only worried that I may have said something I shouldn't have. I know nothing bad happened which is nice. And I've been told what I missed. But still alarming to have that space missing.

 

[cindymolly]

I am feeling good after a nice afternoon with someone who normally triggers me and I didn't get triggered.

 

[jaccat]

Fairly good. Going through my old journals on the advice of my therapist, am surprised to find a fair amount of humour mixed in with all the other stuff. One or two things made me laugh out loud.
It's stirring darker stuff too. There are a few things I am afraid to look at- that they will be too painful. There are a lot of letters I wrote to my father while I was at university, that he kept. I want to reread them, but I know they'll make me sad. Maybe it's time I faced up to that.

 

[Spiderallis]

I think I might be bored. There's nothing but snow, some football game, more snow and then some snow. None of that sounds the slightest bit interesting, and I'm pretty sure it'll cancel my plans for tomorrow. Trying to find something else-anything at all- to focus on. I'll keep trying. For some reason I remember that bored is dangerous in some way. Not sure how or why, but that's not a risk I want to take. I need to get not-bored somehow.

 

[ms spock]

I feel a bit tired and a bit dissociated.

 

[Britt.f7]

Confused. Trying to work out some discontent I feel towards a friend of mine. Trying to figure out if I am being fair or have a right to feeling this way. Staying away from her for now just so I can figure it out.

 

[Let It Be]

I'm "trusting the process" since I ran into a former co-worker and so many feelings surfaced about her.

I am feeling my feelings now. It is time that I become a more authentic person to myself where she is concerned.

I can see how fear was always there but now it is time to let it go.

 

[ms spock]

I had an argument with my partner and I feel scared he will leave me, crappy and stressed.

/abandonment stuff

 

[Britt.f7]

I let my son drive my truck in a snowstorm. He's 19. I'm nervous, but I felt I had to trust him sometime. This is only the second time he's been able to drive my truck. The first time was just up to the gas station. So this is taking a big leap. Plus the snowstorm. Worry.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Britt it is so scary when your kids start to drive places. Having raised two and lost one to a motorcycle accident, I have on that drives very well.

The scariest thing I had to face was when my stepdaughter and her friend rode horses to the country store nearby. Driving was not so scary compared to that experience.

I am feeling taken advantage of and used by my daughters boyfriend who took my daughter to a friends house to watch a game and He did not ask me to take his dogs out of the garage. Feeling apprehensive about having to confront him on this one. If only he had asked me and not just left and expected me to do it. Pissed off about the whole situation. Trying to feel calm so I do not over react. Nervous about that happening. I do not want to over react.

 

[Anrish]

I'm feeling like crying. I just want to hide in my flat - but I switched to survival mood and went to work. I feel like I won't hold on much longer. I just want to give up, cry and give an with all the pain and the nightmares. I feel like I'm totally lost and I just want to end to exist...it's too heavy to go on with no goal at all. And I'm so tired of not sleeping, of crying...I cried yesterday. It was the first time in months...but it hurt....and I still sit here in my office and want to cry. I feel like I lost all hope.