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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

I feel like I'm done with this feelings crap.
My life was significantly better before I 'felt' and I FEEL extremely pissed off that I worked so hard to FEEL like shit everyday and to not be able to function like I did before all this Feelings junk came about.
 
Well it's 3am and I am awake....I hate waking up so early, although this is the first morning that I have not woken up in the middle of a nightmare / panic attack for so long that I can't remember the last time. But it is so lonley and I am so tired after having had a week of flashbacks and symptoms that were uncontrollable. Wishing for a life of peace and calm...
 
I'm feeling tired and heavy today. Stayed up too late last night and slept too hard to be restful.
I'm feeling anxious and worried about the (hopefully) work to do today.
I'm hurting because I have a cluster headache starting and I know it's going to get worse before it gets better.
 
I've managed to move forward on zero of my goals so far today.
Sometimes we just have to put the goals back onto the unlightable back burner. Its not bad to do it, what is bad is not going back to it. There are times I just get overwhelmed, If I think about the goals that I have set for myself today that I didn't make I get down on myself, Then I press myself into the deep. I have decided to let go of those I didn't make and look at it from a different angle, (At least I got myself out of bed and went to work; That in itself was a goal, I didn't rip anyone's head off, so I managed my anger good; a goal; and I didn't eat a ton of food; a goal).

Small daily goals is where I keep myself, the bigger ones will come through time and hard work; BUT I keep them on that back burner on a low simmer, Not forgotten.

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Had to special order two tool bags today (No one stateside had the ones I want) *When I want something I WILL go to great lengths to get it!! So had to call Melbourne, Australia today to get the price of the shipping and freight. I never knew calling across half the world would be such a PITA (Pain In The A**), Then when the guy answered the phone I about fell out of the chair Almost forgotten about their accent! "Shipping man not in on Saturday Sir, I'll have him e-mail you the cost then you can pay that way." A short phone tag but it enlightened my day. Thank you aussey man!
 
I feel depressed.:cry:
I feel alot of physical pain from the weather.
I feel tired.
I feel numb and brain dead.:speechless:
I feel hopeful that it will get better in the next couple of days.
I feel proud of the fact that even though I hurt so bad physically yesterday I still cooked, went to the store, and spent time with my children.:tup:
 
Yes... today is my birthday.

Happy belated birthday!!!
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