What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[intothelight]

This overthinking everything is just tying me in mental knots.

 

[Tornadic Thoughts]

Overwhelmed, nervous, scared, weak, anxious, and way under prepared. My what-ifness brain and deeply ingrained self-sabotaging ways are kicking my ass this week.

After just dealing with the loss of my mom and all of the issues that entailed, as well as the ongoing hurdles of settling her affairs, going through her belongings, cleaning out her house, and eventually trying to sell it, and trying to ensure my sister doesn't lose any of her benefits or housing, we just learned my husband is going to need open heart surgery in the very near future to repair a hole and re-route an artery or two. Meanwhile, his symptoms keep increasing. Whew.

Trying to focus on being grateful that there's even an option to potentially fix things and the ways it could vastly improve his quality of life vs. all the jaded thoughts of how it could horribly go in the opposite direction and how I could easily f*ck up so many things during the recovery time.

C'mon self-talk, let's build some loving and calm confidence rather than feed the pre-determined potential doom...pretty please.

 

[Rani G2]

Shaky ground, thoughts are too contradictive, unstable. This happens when I am travelling. Yoga/ Gym/ Healthy food. Wtf? What am I not seeing?????? Dark veil hanging over my head. I am a militant Doer. Maybe dats the problem....arghhhh?

 

[Rani G2]

Frustraaaaaated

Mind Quality: so la la

 

[DharmaGirl]

I'm feeling good, but concerned about others here. Many people sound like they are going through a tough time. Peace be with you.

 

[HealingInProcess]

Frustrated but optimistic.

 

[Changing4Best]

I'm so tired of being sick and feeling tired! It has been a month now. Finally the Dr. gave me some antibiotics. They tried to convince me for a month that it was "just allergies." HA! It wasn't. I am glad they finally came to their senses, or I might have ended up in the Hospital.

 

[HealingInProcess]

I'm so tired of being sick and feeling tired! It has been a month now. Finally the Dr. gave me some antibiotics. They tried to convince me for a month that it was "just allergies." HA! It wasn't. I am glad they finally came to their senses, or I might have ended up in the Hospital.

I'm sorry you had to go through that. Glad things are turning around.

 

[DharmaGirl]

I'm feeling less painful since I'm being really careful to take breaks and not do too much. It's hard to restrain myself since I'm putting in the veggies and weeding out front. I painted and put together a new, big coop for my chicks, and put it in the front yard. The neighbors are spinning with angst! Is she going to leave that there? It's a really, really cute coop.

 

[Tinyflame]

C'mon self-talk, let's build some loving and calm confidence rather than feed the pre-determined potential doom...pretty please.

Yes. ^^

Sad, because it's the day my mom died.
Guilty, and dread, because someone tried to increase the time I'm with them tomorrow from 3 hours to 7, and I kept it to 3- 3 1/2.

 

[Teasel]

Shame, humiliation.

 

[Lionheart]

I feel light-hearted and care-free. I am going to soak this up while I can. :D