I don't think about it every day and don't think of it as denial. Its just great when it isn't in the forefront and you get on with living. I always didn't want cancer or PTSD defining who I am, its something I have, but it isn't me. Here's to kicking cancer's ass!I'm grateful too. I am a 2 year cancer survivor but I never think about it unless I'm reminded. A little denial anyone?