What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Froggie]

I'm on desert food binge. Yesterday was a bit overwhelming for me. Getting scared for the final news of my colon cancer and getting tired of my new life with a stoma. I have to open it up every time I fart (from my stomach) as it blows up my stoma like a balloon. I get the whiff right up my nose ... disgusting. Yesterday, I cried in one of my friends arms and it helped. PTSD is worse than this cancer and stoma. There are no nightmares, no flashbacks, no dissociation ... just adaptation. I know I'm adjusting. Thank you for listening.

 

[AngelaMarie]

((((Froggie))))

 

[KP the nut]

(((Froggie))) I wish I were there to hold you. I am linking arms with you and I have also lit a candle.

 

[BloomInWinter]

Lonely for my people to fly in and take me away from this planet they left me on....

 

[The Albatross]

I'm feeling very tired ... writing about memories is harder than retrieving them and playing them out when I sleep.
I'm feeling angry
I'm feeling sad.
I'm feeling like I need to pull myself together because I have things I have to do today.
I'm feeling like I don't want to (but I'll do it anyways. Will I ever want to conisistently?)

 

[Brontie]

Feeling calm, sociable, comfortable, a bit tired but seem to be doing okay.

 

[KP the nut]

I have had a lovely relaxing day with my H. I feel at peace.

 

[goingonhope]

Today was a break, ...and a relief, ...and a pleasure to be alive (spiritual) considering everything that's been going on and going on emotionally.

Right now I am feeling relieved, calm, tired and interested in watching a movie soon. Some of my intense lonliness, isolation and detachment has lifted and I'd like to think stays gone for a little while at least. I was able to fear less, tap into some courage, get outside of the home some, breath some fresh air, see better and feel semi-alright around a bunch of people tonight. I was even chatty and somewhat sociable again. I feel grateful for today.

 

[amethist]

This morning I feel at peace with myself. I am going to learn to hang onto this feeling a lot more.

 

[Srain]

((((((((Bloom)))))))Still working on that aircraft to pick up ;)

I'm feeling nervous about my appointment with my tdoc today, if I hadn't missed it last week we would having a nice week off but nope this is all about moms or at least I'm bring up the tactics I'm using to stay away from her like slipping into derealization - the good, the bad, and the ugly. I'm hoping to get some feed back from her as well. But to be honest my nerves are jangling :unsure:.

((((((((KP, Sqweak, Junebug))))))))
.Rain

 

[Froggie]

(((Rain))) relating to you about moms, candle will be burning for you today

 

[BloomInWinter]

Tired and worried.