What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[Iam]

(((Jo May))) It's ok to get angry and this is a good place to get it out. I have a really hard time letting anger out too. I've been "told" it's not good to keep it in LOL! I'm proud of you for expressing your anger.

(((Loloma))) I was gang raped too, but never told anyone, same when I was raped at 7 (not even my parents) so never had to put up with the police crap.

(((KP))) I hope you enjoy your Halloween with the girls!

 

[Iam]

Hmmmm how am I feeling? I woke up anxious as heck about seeing my primary T tomorrow. Feeling sure he must hate me now after telling him how I felt about his comment and that I'm not sure if I trust him anymore. Plus I asked him if his new grandchild was from his wife's kids. He looked shocked that I figured that out! I've known for a very long time that's it's a second marriage, but have never said anything as it's not my business.

Anxious...still...GAH!
Wishing I wasn't symptomatic again......
Confused as to why I am. I feel like I should be able to control it since I know where it's coming from....
Fear of abandonment.



Going out with hubby to look at salt water fish tanks. He wants one for his stereo room. He is taking me out to lunch too. It will be fun so I am happy about that ;)

 

[Sandra]

Would love Big Al's in my city Iam. They sell all kinds of tanks and fish. Plus pet food and they have a groomer too which is where I take my dog for her shave down.

 

[Sazza]

Today I feel physically and mentally crap. Suffering from womens problems I feel your pain cath. Also feel like I am
Coming down with cold. Had headache for days that won't shift and feel shattered sure it's the antidepressants. Also I have no drive to do anything totally apathetic. My head is stuck in thought and wontmove really intrusive.

 

[goingonhope]

Beautiful photo! I made it my avatar! Thank you very, very much!!!!!!!:)

You're welcome AngelaMarie, I nearly cried :) when I discovered that you made it your avatar. :) I am so happy you like it this much! It is so strong and beautiful a photo!

Enjoy, enjoy, enjoy ...and lots!

 

[Tabitha]

Today I feel disappointed.

 

[Sandra]

Hugs for Tabitha.

 

[Deaf Global Nomad]

I feel a little sad that my therapist will be out of town for this week and next week. We will miss her, but definitely do not feel abandoned.

At the same time, I am very excited for her that she gets to go to a training, the last one for her newest therapy license. Somehow again we got on a topic just in time, so I gave her a baggy of questions from me that fits the training. Her peers and trainers must ALL be so sick of hearing about me. They are awesome at providing her/us feedback. At the last training she met a therapist who works exclusively with Deaf clients and found the dinner they had extremely enlightening. Trust me, I didn't think she needed the enlightening because she had always listened. My ears were not the topic that brought me to therapy.

 

[Iam]

You sound very lucky to have such a wonderful therapist Nomad :)

 

[jo may]

I feel completely drained today in every way. I don't do this much anymore but I'm praying that I sleep tonight, really don't think I'll survive another day feeling this drained.:sleep:

 

[goingonhope]

Well truthfully I feel very, very, very sad (just not crying yet, still kinda emotionally numb concerning certain subjects). I'm very sad that medications that are designed to treat or manage MH, and/or even ADHD symptoms far too often (not always I presume) turns around and perturbs brain chemistry in an otherwise often normal brain and can open up the gate to chronicity, additional diagnosis and poorer long-term outcomes.

In fact just acknowledging here now, how I'm thinking and feeling upon this subject and with what I am learning, ....it all just disgusts and pisses me off. :(..:eek:..:mad:

 

[Iam]

(((Hope)))