What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[CaringMomma]

Nervous about going to an appt with my H concerning our BK. The annoying back pain is really draggin me down. Feeling fed up and anxious!

 

[CaringMomma]

Iam- I'm so sorry to hear this bad news. I hope that you will be able to turn this around and have a fabulous Thanksgiving despite the change in plans. (((Hugs)))

 

[KP the nut]

I feel a huge weight pushing down on my shoulders. I hate being like this. I feel the weight is slowly pushing me under. I held my teddy tonight as if it were a lifeline. H doesn't know what to do with me, he tells me he loves me and holds me but I don't feel anything except saddness

 

[Stormy Eagle]

So F****** Angry!!!!
My abuser is having a wonderful life...never had any consequences at all...and I am in pain every day!!!
How do you deal with this???

 

[Sandra]

Stormy Eagle I know it's difficult but you must start standing up for yourself. An abuser doesn't care if they hurt people. It's all about their sick minded ego. So they think it's making them look like they have power over someone. It's all about control. But in reality they are really making themselves look very insecure. You also have another choice to remove the abuser from your life if it's possible. Or another option is to write them a letter. Or try and find a way that you can take away THEIR power and control. I removed my brother out of my life almost 20 years ago. And it was the best thing I could have done for MY well being. And when I removed him out of my life. That showed I took his power and control away from him. And now I have the control not him as he wants. I knew he was never going to stop his abuse. A few months ago I sent him a letter stating I didn't like how he treated me over the years and what I wanted from him. Of course he was in total denial and wouldn't accept any blame for anything. Which told me he isn't going to change if he thinks he doesn't have any problems and I am the one who does. Sad for his sake. Big hugs for you.

 

[jo may]

I feel a huge weight pushing down on my shoulders. I hate being like this. I feel the weight is slowly pushing me under. I held my teddy tonight as if it were a lifeline. H doesn't know what to do with me, he tells me he loves me and holds me but I don't feel anything except saddness

((((hugs)))) I get that my hubby hugged me today and tried to help, but the is nothing he can do but be there.
I feel tired even though I slept for hours earlier, that's how I cope these days with my stress, saddness and all I sleep. I truly hope you start feeling better soon.

 

[jo may]

I'm still feeling the same as before, I'm trying to let it go and not let it bother me. But it does bother me in a big way, even my dad says I was the only one who ever asked mum how she was and if the was anything I could do.

I remember one christmas when I was about 8/9 years old, my mum and dad were struggling money wise and mum asked me as the calm one if I would mind helping. What it meant was my sister got her keybroad and my brother got his telescope, I think I was meant to get a bigger birthday present never did though.:unsure:

I feel a lot of resentment tonight after talking to my hubby, most of it is aimed their way. Don't really want to go in to it in detail but I feel a lot that happened to me after my abusive ex, is down to them not being there for me.:mad::cry:

I admit they didn't know about my ex, I hid things well. But they knew I was messed up and in a bad way, they choose to not see it or plain ignore it.

 

[Deleted member 6617]

I feel like I have no purpose.
I feel sad.
I feel like I am wearing a painted on smile but dying on the inside.
I'm not feeling so great. Got to turn this around.

 

[AngelaMarie]

I am re-evaluating. I am realizing how bad I have felt lately. I am so close to the edge. I am trying to find my way back from there because it's dangerous. Where do I go from here?

 

[CaringMomma]

Pottershand-

(((Hugs))) I'm so sorry that you feel sad and in pain. You do have purpose. There is nobody like you and you're very special. Take care and try to do something nice for yourself.

 

[amethist]

Wishing that everyone could feel some of the calmness I am feeling right now.

 

[CiaOk]

today I feel lonely, but that will pass, feel sorrow too, tis a struggle to hold back the tears.... maybe I am being self indulgent in a negative way?... need to spoil myself in some way.. reverse the mood.