Well, in the last couple of days I have received a couple emails from my mom and one from my sister that have, basically, torn me to shreds. They have belittled me, blamed me, discredited me, dehumanized me, and told me to just "get over it". "Leave the past in the past", says my mother, who neglected me and abused me psychologically.
I am at an extreme low, right now, and my anxiety is through the roof. I'm feeling like I've just been sucker punched in the gut. If you are a praying person, please, pray for me. I'm terribly freaked out right now and need God's help.