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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

Low
Fed up
Irritable
No enthusiasm

Feel like the day is stuck waiting for bedtime, yet it's still only early afternoon.

Dreading tonight, hate the restless racing thoughts trying to get to sleep.

I hate the weird confusion, conflict and people screaming in my sleep, especially the kids.

I need a cigarette and stay awake after them. Will stand out the back soaked in sweat, shivering and sucking on smokes in the dark for ages.

I try to treat sleep as an escape, but know it may not be nice some nights.
 
Well, in the last couple of days I have received a couple emails from my mom and one from my sister that have, basically, torn me to shreds. They have belittled me, blamed me, discredited me, dehumanized me, and told me to just "get over it". "Leave the past in the past", says my mother, who neglected me and abused me psychologically.

I am at an extreme low, right now, and my anxiety is through the roof. I'm feeling like I've just been sucker punched in the gut. If you are a praying person, please, pray for me. I'm terribly freaked out right now and need God's help.
 
I'm feeling calm. I am with my daughter in York. The drive yesterday went really well. I stopped off half way for a coffee instead of driving through as I used to do. The traffic was moving all the way, no hold ups. It took me 3 hours. I felt proud I did it.

I'm grateful for a lovely night with my daughter. TV, wine, Indian take away, and lots of girlie chat.

I'm looking forward to seeing Amethist for lunch later.
 
CaringMomma, my prayer for you has gone up... have faith, and be strong. God is helping you, thats a fact.

I will call Beloved in 10 minutes to wake her.
So now I am apprehensive - what will her mood be?
And I am lonely - she is still half a world away...
But I know one feeling that will never go away... LOVE!!!
I love you my Beloved, even when you dont want to hear it.
 
:mad::mad::mad::mad::mad::mad: BRASSED OFF :mad::mad::mad::mad::mad:

To the highest degree with the sneaky gits at the ward who see fit to mess around and ensure relatives are prevented from attending ward rounds as concerned relatives make thier jobs more difficult to do.

Making decisions about my hubs care without me present that will affect me as well as him....

Oh someone is going to cop an earful when I get up there this afternoon.
 

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