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Slightly tired and have some pain in the side of my head. Not sure if it is my sinus's playing up or not, but feels like that is the area that is swollen.
Tired, snotty and itchy = hay fever, and I've ran out of hay fever meds and have to wait until Friday to get some more. The ones I take are strong and can't be bought over the counter.
A doctor once told me when I was a child the I would grow out of it. I'm still waiting...
Now I have to take the medication from the 1st of May until the end of August. A trick I learnt from Dr Chris Steele from the This Morning Program, other wise I can't see well, can't smell, cant taste, itchy throat, streaming nose and head ache.
I'm feeling better for being back at school. I was aware that I was faking being all bright and cheerful, but it was a case of 'smile and the world smiles with you'.
I'm feeling OK today. I slept better last night, no nightmares thank goodness.
H and I are on leave this week. We wanted some day trips out, maybe to the beach with the dogs but seriously, the weather just doesn't say beach;). So we are pottering around at home, H is painting a fence panel and I will wrap up and go sit out with him.
Sitting in the garden is so soothing. As I sit there I can feel the tension lifting.
Dealt with quite a bit anxiety off and on yesterday as well as insecurity but kept managing to put it in check, awesome! I usually don't do well with that, especially when my Hunny is home because having a witness to my weaknesses only serves to add to a meltdown, could be why he did a lot of yardwork :confused:.
Either way, I haven't missed a walk and continue to own it and move my brain forward so far. I feel calm today.
Tired, but happier than I've been in awhile.:) It's amazing the difference one day can make. I got invited fishing and went to the lake yesterday, and am going back again soon.
I really needed this break from the isolation and social withdrawal...and it occurs to me how important it is to have something to look forward to. I have to give my sister the credit for her support and encouragement and of course, my forum friends as well.:tup:
Feeling anxious (for good reason though), alert and my heart is a bit heavy. I'm thankful and amazed by God's love for me in all of this. Hope everyone is having a good day!