What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

[KP the nut]

I feel proud I have finished my statement about the accident. It has left me feeling numb, but looking back has also made me realise how far I have come and the progress made.

I'm scared at how fragile I feel. It would be very easy to slip back and I am determined that I will not allow that to happen. This afternoon, after I'd finished, H asked me if I wanted to walk the dogs with him. I just wanted to curl up but I didn't, I went with him to a local park. Not only did it help, but I took my camera and took a couple of reasonable shots.

I also cooked something new for supper which was a success.

It is bedtime now and I'm scared to try and sleep, my crash is too fresh.

(((HUGS)))

 

[goingonhope]

I felt quite a bit of peace, joy and life today especially as my daughter and I played a wonderful complex game that she and I created. And, we got to play it twice.

It's a really fun and satisfying :D game! One for the spirit, for memory, focus and the mind in general. A truly in-depth mind enhancing, social skills and teamwork encouranging masterpiece of an original game that she and I made up together. :tup:..:tup:..:)..:)

I'm really looking forward to playing it with her again tommorrow!!!!!!!

 

[Froggie]

I'm feeling really great, with the good news from my last CT scan that my cancer is now at a micro-organisme stage. Won't have a remission but it's the closest ever. The head oncologist even gave me a big hand shake to congratulate me ! :tup: Filled with emotions since June 11th.

 

[Srain]

((((((((((((((((To those that could use a hug)))))))))))))))))))

I was hit again with something viral, the night before last and all day yesterday was a festival of chills, sweats, and nausea, ugh. I feel better today though still tired even after sleeping several hours yesterday afternoon and most of the night.

Brain is not working so well yet but I'm am happy to read your post Froggie! :)

 

[amethist]

Complete opposite of yesterday.

I feel bogged down with everything, and hubby is doing very little except mope about. Grrrr

 

[intothelight]

Feeling a little more anxious today and I can't quite put a finger on why. Nothing has changed. Why am I afraid of today? There is an overall sense of dread, like something horrible is about to happen. But what can be more horrible than what has already happened? God, I shouldn't ask that question.

 

[Chincho]

I'm in a bad place today, triggered and lonely.
I feel I need my mom even though she's a big part of my problem. Maybe I just need A mom to cuddle with and who'll tell me that everything will be okay.

 

[Youngmom]

Today I am starting to feel a little more optimistic.

I had joined this forum almost or over a year ago and haven't been here due to avoidance of people and things. But I feel like maybe this will be easier than therapy which I haven't attended since high-school. It is four years today that I have graduated high-school. This makes me a little sad, because time is just slipping away from me.

My daughter is five now, growing up fast, starting kindergarden in September. :) My life is great right now, but it's almost harder having no problems distracting me from much deeper problems.

On the 26th of this month it will be 5 years since the most terrible day of my life. I've been thinking about things more being that time of year.

Sorry I'm rambling. I'm just new to this and a little nervous. Just have a lot on my mind.

 

[Deleted member 12723]

Deb and KP here is a big (((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((HUG))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) for the both of you. I hate feeling like that. Cincho, I hope you get a cuddle from someone close to you today.

I am not having a good day. It is ok. i had it worse yesterday, I got a anxiety attack yesterday. I usually do better in the afternoon and evening. I am ok. I just feel sad and I do not know why. I will have to journal about this.

 

[Ice_Fire]

I'm feeling sick. I'm dreading therapy tomorrow, but I know I need to tell my T about the sexual abuse. I'm as prepared as I'll ever be, but I'm so anxious. ((((((((((hugs to everyone)))))))))

 

[justwrong]

I feel betrayed and very dissapointed. Never in my life have I been so confused. I always put my father on a pedistal and thought he did his best....he should have been punished in some way for all he has done to me as an innocent child, both mentally and physically. He lied to me! I believed everything he told me. I could have had a relationship with my mother but thought she was incapable. My childhood memories have made me suffer from depression, anxiety and I have had one bad relationship after another. I got married twice to very similar abusive men. How dare he have treated me this way! My blanket was my nurturer and still is to this day. I believe in myself today because I am strong! How I survived all the trauma dumbfounds me but I did it. As I recover, I will get much stronger and be able to show love in a way that I never knew I could. I am blessed today with great trustworthy friends and relatives. I will never let anyone get away with treating me badly again!

I feel achy all over, but my mind has been in a pretty good place lately. I feel at peace with the recent decisions I've made. Over-all I'm feeling optimistic.

((HUGS for those who are hurting)) xx

I am happy to hear you are having a good day! Keep the faith!

This morning I have a feeling of inner peace.

No idea where it has come from, but I will except it for today.

Isn't that all we ever asked for....great to hear! As the Red Hot Chilly Peppers would say "when I find my peace of mind, I'm gonna keep it for the end of time."

 

[Deleted member 6617]

Afraid of being loved and afraid of not being loved. Afraid of loving and afraid to not love. Lots of fear.