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What Are You Feeling Today? Not Thinking, Rather Feeling! Can You Identify Yours?

Painful, since the insurance company's doctor said I was fine, and could go back to work, so I figured I must be a hypochondriac. I worked in the back yard and yesterday I could barely walk. My feet weren't lifting off the floor very well and the pain was horrid. Today I am still in a lot of pain, and still having issues walking. Why do I always believe other people who are trying to prove I'm a liar? I had a functional analysis test, done by someone who didn't know what side she was working for - me or the insurance -and she said I couldn't work at all. I had a new MRI which shows that my back is much worse so my doctor referred me to a neurosurgeon. The MRI also showed a stress fracture in my spine.

Why do I not trust myself??? I feel stupid.
 
Sore throat-y/dry still
Afraid these are still Xanax side effects - went off it almost 24 hours ago to give body a break) or even worse - from the sick kids I was surrounded by
Happy with hot weather finally
Sad I'm feeling tired and low-immunity so I'm not out and about
Concerned about whether I have a ride for tonight's women's group
Pressured to fill out this stpuid form I don't want to for temp housing
Lazy/unmotivated (just want to do yoga instead of the HW for tonight's group - or any of the million bible readings I'm behind on)
Hateful of Uber (that I just filed a BBB complaint on false advertising for) and bad customer service in general
Hiding
 
I've been up most of the night with symptoms of what I think might be bronchitis, but I am pouring on the self-care.

I feel really grateful for my forum friends because when I tried to rally my "physically available" friends for support with my grief, only my sister was physically there for me.

I am feeling nostalgic, ...a little old, but definitely blessed and rich in love.

Healing hugs for all in need,
Lion
 
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