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I'm sorry so many of us are feeling bad.
Today I feel excited, since I'm getting fertile eggs for my 3rd broody today. Poor thing, she has been sitting on nothing for a week now, waiting for eggs. Today she will get some. I hope they hatch, she is a devoted mom.
I am struggling and fighting the sadness, and trying to rise above it and find some peace. I do not know how I feel about that. Hurting over what my daughter has turned into.
I'm feeling sore and tired and frustrated. I'm frustrated that the anniversaries that are coming have been giving me nightmares for a week. I'm frustrated that the same anniversaries are not only giving me nightmares but, they're messing with my sleep in other ways too. Waking up during the night going to sleep extra late. I want to take a vacation from PTSD. Especially before the anniversary dates. Somehow I don't think that's going to happen though.
I am feeling major relief and happy and no part of me is sad right now. My triggered state was defused and blocked today and I feel wonderful. I know when I wake up in the morning I am not going to be stressing out.
Tired of always being "on" as I try to be a "good example", but I am human and sometimes I just want to shrug of the mantle of responsibility and role model, and just sit and cry from the fallout of it all. Emotionally exhausted.