Incredibly sad with anniversaries.
Disheartened reminders make me sink fast.
But more so grateful hope-filled words read and heard make me fill better just as oddly-quickly.
Surprised to see shadow of Hercules aircraft passing over my house, flying flight patterns. Date of my mom's death but that reminds me of my dad.
Surprised and thankful made it through much anniversary stuff last few days, exhausted, thankful, surprised, grateful.
Surprised by sweetness of 2 people who insisted I'm an 'angel'. (Not literally, of course).
Sad for 2 people who died; thankful friend is recovering.
Dreading work today.
A bit intrigued by words I heard.
Worried/ intimidated by neighbour. 'Frightened of'. Worried he will make a deal of twigs/ branches on grass after mighty wind. Or something else. More of same wind today.
Mostly thankful, grateful, sad, exhausted, quiet, less ~burdened-in-my-head/ heart. It's hard to write though.
Want to say hugs for all. :hug: :hug:
ETA (I hope this makes sense) I guess what I feel is grateful for, and grateful to be aware of, my need for rest, sanity, clarity, peace, hopefulness, calm, having a 'path', and the people who show me how, and help to try to make it possible. :notworthy:
I have a really over-wraught nervous system. :(