Thoroughly emotionally and physically exhausted.
Really grateful for 3 people's gentle and sweet words and one's actions in real life that help soften the edges of my mind and sore heart, makes me want to try to turn the ship-of-my-mind-atm around.
Learned a person doesn't get angry too much or often if they don't have a lot of ego.
Having a hard time prioritizing and staying on course.
Anxious. Thankful.
Super-anxious for relative about (at least) 4 things I can't control.
So very tired, and hopeless-feeling, in the present and for/of the future, some of these times.
Oh, but I learned- hopelessness feeling comes from not knowing/ not expecting something even possibly to ever be different.